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The second single from Nick Ward's upcoming project BRAND NEW YOU.
In loving memory of S.W. and J.D.
lyrics
Sometimes I wish I believed in God,
I wish that I believed in ghosts
Cos maybe we could talk again –
that's what I'd like the most
I wish I cried at your funeral
I wish I could've said goodbye,
but right now I can't feel anything –
even if I tried
Every day I wake up, just another day down
Everytime I get up, I don't really know how
I just gotta face some things are different now
Different now
Different now
I wish I believed in something that was bigger than myself
Cos death is all around me, and I'd like to blame someone else
I wish I cried at your funeral
I wish I could've said goodbye
I know you're somewhere far away from here
It's like we got left behind
Could you show me what it's like on the other side?
In time like this, I feel like a little child
Sometimes I have dreams where you're still alive
I hope you're haunting me tonight
Every day I wake up, just another day down
(I hope you're haunting me tonight)
Everytime I get up, I don't really know how
(I hope you're haunting me tonight)
I just gotta face some things are different now
Different now
Different now
I hope you're haunting me tonight–
Every day I wake up, just another day down
Everytime I get up, I don't really know how
I just gotta face some things are different now
Different now
Different now
Looks can be deceiving
Why'd you have to leave me?
Cos now I can't go home no more
Empty chest and empty drawers
Miss your footsteps on the floor
I've never needed you more
All that's left is a family
The ones that wished you well
All that's left of your legacy
Is the story that they'll tell
credits
released January 27, 2022
Written, produced, arranged and mixed by Nick Ward.
Featuring vocals performed and written by E^ST.
Additional production and writing by Golden Vessel.
Background vocals by Ashwarya, Nearly Oratorio and Golden Vessel.
Strings performed and arranged by Ken Noonan.
Mastered by Andrei Eremin.
Cover artwork designed by Curtis Maguire.
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